MACAM-MACAM KENA FIKIR

Wow, dah 11 hari berada dalam 2012, quite a lot of stuffs jugak lah yang dah aku buat, but mostly not for long term reason such as vacation, picnic, etc. HAHA. Memang la risau sbb umoq da makin meningkat tapi plan jangka panjang apa pun x jalan sgt. Well, first of all, baru perasan smalam, kemasukan ke IPTA 2012/2013 dah OPEN. So apa lagi bagi yang nk further study kan :)


But certain people (termasuk aku), ada certain things yang kena diambil kira sekali. Currently i'm working. And at the same time i have to decide nak further ke or tangguh dulu. Tapi kepala aku ni berat kata sambung, sbb kerja bila2 boleh. Tapi study ni bila dah tua bukan semua yg still interested LOL. Tadi pagi mak aku kata dia nak belikan nombor Pin dekat BSN so that aku boleh isi borang online IPTA tu. So that was it, further study (IF DAPAT LA HAHA).

Now next topic, semenjak dua menjak ni, hati aku rasa mcm sebu, selalu perut kan, ni hati pulak.. bukan apa, dalam sebulan dua ni, hati aku byk bermain dengan perasaan, nak meroyan agaknya HAHA. Kalau perkara yg semasa atau 'current' okay lah lagi, ni sampai bawak past time punya perasaan. And sometimes, future skali. So bila bergabung, mcm kebabom la kan :D


I don't know what exactly happen sampai jadi macam tu. Maybe ada factor of this happening. Yang aku tahu, i need to focus on myself first without letting any obstacle cuba menjatuhkan mission utama aku. Oh yeah, Mentor musim baru dah keluar. Macam nak try. Mintak under kak Ramlah Ram waakakaka..Kidding...Maybe lah, kalau jadi try audition tu, nk try under Ferhad sbb dia kan R&B (my major genre). Tgk lah dulu mcm mana kan sbb dengan kerja lagi..Kena fikir masak2. 


Lagi satu, aku nak keta!!! huhu. Tgk lah mcm mana, maybe next month? Kalau ade rezeki and perfert time :)


So senanglah aku nk merayap without curfew hehehe. And paling penting, boleh backpack without thinking on the transportation! Yeay !


Eh okaylah, nak pi mkn, org kat ofis ni dah tgk aku mcm "rajin giler budak ni keje, sampai waktu lunch pun x pi" HAHA. Padahal blogging ;p


Till then, see ya on the next post k B)

Don't be afraid of whether you are ready or not, just go with it. Don't be nervous with future, appreciate the present and embrace the past - RAES